Thursday, October 2, 2008

Epiphany!!

I just realized something big.

Simple, but big.

I've got absolutely No Control over how people will react to me or my works.
I cannot make them like me any more than they already do.
Or any less (this is comforting to know =P)

Because no matter what I do, they're going to have their own way anyway.

So, Eff it, I'm going to stop limiting myself to what I think is acceptable and just go out there and make stuff happen!

Because somehow I know that I won't...CAN'T let myself down, I just do.
And no one else (worth knowing & caring for) is going to care very much if I don't live up to expectations, because I've already LIVED up to some sort of expectations anyways.

Yeah! XD

Jeezus, it took me so many years to realize this. Nevermind. I feel so damn free right now...

Watching Kung Fu Panda 3 times in a row brought this epiphany about, and reading about Mamma Mia! the musical, in case you're wondering.